These days, keep telling myself,
"You have to accept what is happening to you now. Please accept it as Allah has destined it to happen. Nothing can change it. The only thing that you can change is the future. There are two things about the past, whether you run from it or you learn from it. Get over the past and move on. And build new dream. I know that your heart stumble upon thinking about it. But please, keep strong. Pray for your heart to be strong. Get ready to answer those upcoming questions. Brace yourself. Pray to your God,pray to Allah that He may give you the utmost strength to cope with this. I know your mind is saying,its okay,I can get through this. But your heart still not completely recover yet. "