it is never too late.

As someone who are dear to me said,
" it is never too late to start again "

Well, it affects me, so much. When I was finding myself, she give me this quote. It was suddenly make me realize that I'd lost my dear self to another me that built from my negative thinking. I forgot how I was optimist back then. It's make me realize that I shouldnt give up and I have to make it up again.

Whenever I am doing things, I never forget that there will be another chance if I fail the first chance. Like the saying, dont worry if your plan A is failed, there are 25 more alphabet for you to try. But it doesnt mean that I dont have to do my best at the first try. Definitely I have to try my very best to do anything but this saying told me, the 'hope' is there if you dont success in the first try. It will avoid myself from being pessimist and heart broken.

It's fascinating when one's simple word can change my life. Even the most cliche one.

Tak tau.

Yeay, tadi bukak buku nak study chemistry, but end up depan laptop. Tak tau lah kenapa rasa macam excited nak update blog. Tapi tak ready item pun nak update pasal apa.

Nak tulis pasal apa eh? Hmmm. Serius takdak idea.

Hmmm.

Excited je lebih.

Tak tau nak tulis pasal apa.

Hmmm.

Tu je lah kot.

Tak update kan, nanti sia-sia pulak rasa teruja tadi.

Dah.

Masya Allah susterr, kenapa jadi macam ni????

Tak tau.

Kbye.  Assalamualaikum.

Hi awakkk.

Weird.

Assalamualaikum. And. Hi. Awak. Semua.


Cant sleep. wondering and wondering. Wondering of what should I do in this darkness.

And realizing that I havent update this baby munchkin for a loooong time. Alaa acah acah sayang belog bersawang nih wakaka.

Listening to break up song. Dont know why, but I feel the lyrics. So heartbroken. Yet the music become addiction in my nerve.

And I realize eventually I have Chemistry tutorial to be done. Yet not even start it. Untouch. Then, what Im doing here, wasting my time rumbling to this nonsense. I dont know, cant figure it. My mind is confused,puzzled. Yet even thinking about this, it ludicrous. Ludicrous. Yes, very ludicrous.

Enough Amni, you may stop now. Or youll regret this. Trust meh.

Jangan nak merapu benda pelik-pelik.

Pelik pulak aku rasa.

Pelik.

That song. Replay it over and over.

End.

Dah.

Pergi buat tuto.

Kbye.

Semua. Assalamualaikum.

Good Luck baby good luck to you...